So, it's been awhile. And... besides the only person who reads this aside from myself when I'm editing and using spell check, is the lovely SP... SO!
I'm calling this post "Things That Make me Happy!" because lets face it not a lot makes me happy, but these days I've been pretty content with my life. Despite the fact that I'm [still] single I'm honestly fine with it, I don't really mind being alone. But anyway! On with my list.
1. Target selling Brach's Autumn Mix & Candy Corn. Bring on the "winter weight gain"!
2. Good.Hair.Days. Which let's be honest ladies those days are few and very far between. Today, was a good hair day.
3. My lovely boss buying us Starbucks.
4. Seeing my direct deposit hit a day early. [Yes! I can make my car payment!]
5. Seeing Robert Pattinson at LAX while I was on vacation! Hey! You may laugh at me, but that kid is right up there with Orlando Bloom. [FYI: Robert Pattinson played Edward Cullen in 'Twilight']
6. Red velvet cupcakes.
7. Getting the highlights in my hair touched up on Saturday. Yes, I realize that it's almost October, but beach hair works for me!
8. Shopping. No wait shopping for make-up!
9. The September Issue of Vogue.
10. Did I mention Robert Pattinson?
11. Laughing so hard it became painful. Pretty sure I burned off that chicken sandwich I had for lunch.
12. Seeing one of my closet friends in Rocky Horror in 3 weeks.
13. Spending Halloween weekend in Austin with Kristen.
14. Cooler weather.
15. Finally having weekends off!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
I think I get it now?
I'm 26-holy hell when did that happen-years old... I spent my birthday planted in front of my TV and watched Jon & Kate Plus 8... sounds fabulous, yeah? Hardly...
I've recently been reading "He's just NOT That Into You." and there is a chapter called "he's just not that into you if he disappeared on you." now, this chapter hit a little too close to home for me because THAT has happened to me... No.Joke. I've tried to let go of all the feelings I had for him, but when I read that chapter it made me angry, because everything that was said or explained tugged at my heart. I spent a year and some odd months making EVERY excuse in the book for why he just fell off the face of the earth... He's busy, He's broke every bone in his body while surfing waves on Australia's Gold Coast, He lost my cell phone #, etc. Even back then I knew he'd never come back into my life, I knew he'd never call a month (or 2) later and say "I'm really sorry for treating you like crap....I was [insert lame excuse here]" 6 years later, I still know all of these things.
But, now after reading that particular chapter, and thinking about it... it makes me sick, I wasted 4 years on someone who did not even care enough about me to make it a clean break. I still remember the last part of the final e-mail he sent me... "Maybe we should work on getting back on track before we work on where this is going." Part of me wants to track him down [because I could easily do that], punch him so hard his future kids are born with black eyes and ask him "How much time do you need to get back on track? I mean really?!?" I guess I wasn't worth it in the end...
I can't think about how the way it ended without crying... So, I am going to go have myself a good cry and go to sleep...
I've recently been reading "He's just NOT That Into You." and there is a chapter called "he's just not that into you if he disappeared on you." now, this chapter hit a little too close to home for me because THAT has happened to me... No.Joke. I've tried to let go of all the feelings I had for him, but when I read that chapter it made me angry, because everything that was said or explained tugged at my heart. I spent a year and some odd months making EVERY excuse in the book for why he just fell off the face of the earth... He's busy, He's broke every bone in his body while surfing waves on Australia's Gold Coast, He lost my cell phone #, etc. Even back then I knew he'd never come back into my life, I knew he'd never call a month (or 2) later and say "I'm really sorry for treating you like crap....I was [insert lame excuse here]" 6 years later, I still know all of these things.
But, now after reading that particular chapter, and thinking about it... it makes me sick, I wasted 4 years on someone who did not even care enough about me to make it a clean break. I still remember the last part of the final e-mail he sent me... "Maybe we should work on getting back on track before we work on where this is going." Part of me wants to track him down [because I could easily do that], punch him so hard his future kids are born with black eyes and ask him "How much time do you need to get back on track? I mean really?!?" I guess I wasn't worth it in the end...
I can't think about how the way it ended without crying... So, I am going to go have myself a good cry and go to sleep...
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Udates-ish
So, the lovely SP, recently sent me a message telling me I needed to update this blog. So, this is my attempt at updating and keeping her in the loop with my oh so exciting life!
Unlike most of my peers I did not go out on New Year's Eve, I sat at home with take out from Chili's, watched TV and was asleep by 10:45... I did not feel well that night... what can ya do? I've not only suffered once but twice with some sort of nasal infection/head cold of some sorts... and I may add I am still congested and coughing, I sound like an 80 year old smoker, sexy, I know...
My search for love has pretty much been put on pause (infinitely), not that I've found love I've just been thinking that maybe, just maybe I need to work on myself a little bit before I go looking for someone... or maybe I'm just going out on a limb. And, if the fates have it in for that I will be single for the rest of my life, it's not such a bad thing. I'd certainly be a lot wealthier, right? Plus, it's okay be 25 and single... at least that's what everyone tells me.
Unlike most of my peers I did not go out on New Year's Eve, I sat at home with take out from Chili's, watched TV and was asleep by 10:45... I did not feel well that night... what can ya do? I've not only suffered once but twice with some sort of nasal infection/head cold of some sorts... and I may add I am still congested and coughing, I sound like an 80 year old smoker, sexy, I know...
My search for love has pretty much been put on pause (infinitely), not that I've found love I've just been thinking that maybe, just maybe I need to work on myself a little bit before I go looking for someone... or maybe I'm just going out on a limb. And, if the fates have it in for that I will be single for the rest of my life, it's not such a bad thing. I'd certainly be a lot wealthier, right? Plus, it's okay be 25 and single... at least that's what everyone tells me.
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