So.... I am slowly preparing for 3 things at the moment. 1. Flying 19 hours to Brisbane, AUS to meet my future in laws (for the first time (YIKES!!!)) 2. Taking deep breaths to not kill my foster sister... and 3. the arrival of my long over-due/very late period.... Who as of last month was a no-show... And considering my period is like clock work this is both alarming and a blessing... I'm 98% sure it's because of the tremendous amount of stress I've been under and the other 2% well that part is hoping this month I get my period... otherwise Mal and I may have some VERY big decisions to make....UGH I hate waiting...
To say I'm nervous is an understatement.... I have all of these what-ifs in my head.... like, what if Mal's family does not like me at all? What if they think I'm just some snobby girl from the US? I've only talked to his younger brother on the phone once and that was nerve wracking enough... And yet he sat there like a champ when my family gave him the 3rd degree.... So he got an A+ for that and he got an "I think he's wonderful" from my sister in law and grandma, and those two should have been in charge of the Spanish Inquisition.
And I have decided after this last blogging I am no longer going to mention my foster sister, it's like beating a dead horse, useless and cruel to the dead horse. So, here goes. She has gotten on my (and Mal's) last possible nerve. I am normally an even tempered person, it takes a lot to get me angry, but over the past couple of weeks... She's gotten under my skin... and next week before we go on vacation, Mal is having the locks changed.... and only we will have keys... Cruel? Um hell no. If you only knew and the only reason I am not going to blog about the things she did is because I'm sick of talking about them...
So, with ALL that said...Happy 4th Everyone and if I don't talk to you soon, I will have A LOT to talk about in 3 weeks!!!
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